I applied for another job this week.
A promotion, so that it doesn't look AS bad if I get it and leave the team when we're short staffed and reaaaaaally busy.
Each time my big boss stands up to talk to me, I'm sure she sees the flicker of panic crossing my face in an oh-my-gawd-she-knows kinda way.
Chances are slim, but I guess I had nothing to lose. Well, except my bosses respect.
Does it ever get any easier?!